“Am I Enough?”


This is beautiful

Barren to Beautiful

This week my husband walks in the door after a long day at work to find: dishes piled in the sink, laundry all over the living room, the beef for dinner still in a frozen block, and meā€¦looking like Frump Queen. He is gracious. AndĀ tells me to take a nap. I instantly obey. (Inwardly rejoicing.) And while I am sleeping for 45 minutes, he manages to clean the whole houseā€¦while watching our daughter. (A feat I clearly was incapable of accomplishing today. Many days.)

One part of my feels grateful the house is clean. I can relax now, right? But the other (bigger) part of me feels guilty and defeated.Ā He just worked the whole day at his job, and then came home and did mine, too. Isnā€™t this why I am staying home?Ā 

Every day IĀ have this desireĀ to accomplish something. But every day it feels I accomplish nothing. Iā€¦

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